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Its over.

Wed, 07 May 2008 13:59:07 GMT

Tuesday, 6th May 2008

Mum; the one who crushed my tears

I've been crying like mad about this the whole day really.
I just wonder what went wrong. He made me wait for a month now, and our anniversary was just last week.
And the embarrassing part is? I actually tried to talk to him about this.
I really wanted things to work between us. But no, he never gave me that chance.

Well, like I always do. The first babe I'd ever call to cry my eyes out on, was always Kelly.
I felt stupid crying really, cause among all of them, she was the one who told me I should have ended it earlier on.
But I thank God that she was still there to listen.
Right after her, was Sir Joel. He was busy at first, but then again he spared time just to listen to my sobbing.
Hehhh. Got into the tuition centre and my face was so darn red. Decided to go to the other
classroom and called Farhan up. Later I wanted to call JLO. But instead we text-ed.
Hehhhh. You'll never wanna know what he said. Intimidating really.
I just couldn't stop thinking about this.
But then again, I still concentrated. Seeing exams were just next week.

Got back home and asked mum if we could 'talk'. She understood me well.
And out they came; my tears.
They just ran down as if I've lost self control. And mum was there to hug me, and shared experiences of her own.
I felt so fortunate really. She's been through heck loads more than I ever had, and I rarely see her tears fall.
She told me since its like that, why not cancel the trip to Singapore?
As much as I want to since its for the best, but, that urge is still there.
The urge of wanting to see him again.
You had no idea how excited I was. Having to wait for 2 months just so that I could see him again.
Everything seem so fine.
I knew there was something wrong ever since I asked if we were still ok.
And even if he assured me we were fine, I just knew there was something wrong.

Wednesday, 7th May 2008

Eu-Jane; the babe who gave me strength

Early morning in school. Yes, I told Eu-Jane.
The first thing she noticed was my expression when I came up to her. Though she didn't know why.
We were stuck talking about it for awhile. Even she called him a jerk.
Got into class, never saying a word. Just did record duties and on with my homework.
After break, thats when I decided to see Puan Shirley
(now that she's under guidance till she becomes full time in counselling.
And no, I had no guts to talk about this to Puan Tan )
We were in the room for awhile. I felt so stiff at first really. But I was more comfortable to share it with
Puan Shirley cause I KNEW she wouldn't go to conclusion saying "You're too young for this!"
But slowly I began to pour it all out. And thats when I started to fall.
Like others, she picked me up. And as usual she told me its not the end of the world.
But unlike other teachers, she roughly told me this,
"You have all the time to look for that special someone. And when you really do, thats when your heart knows."
And of course, she ended the time by advising me to take it as a learning experience.
Goshhhh, I really am comfy with her

When I got back to class I handed my permission slip to Puan Norhana for being excused during her period.
Sat in and just started minding my own business.
Later on Melissa found out about it (she'd find out sooner or later) and asked for details.

Well I had more reminders about the matter when I went for BM tuition.
OBVIOUSLY I didn't tell En. Zulkifi that it was over. And when he reminded me about Singapore & Myanmar
I was like RARRRRRRRRRRRWWWWW. Then I explained why.
*laughs*
Overall, it was seriously, a depressing day.

He caused my misery,
Catarina

Odd odd day

Mon, 05 May 2008 13:09:09 GMT

Sony E's K550; Finally mine!

Yes yes yes yes yes YES YOU HEARD ME!
The phone finally came after 2 months of waiting like an idiot after so long!
When dad told me the phone came I was like,
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! "
*jumpsaroundandround*
Hehhhhhh. But mum was like saying how there were terms & conditions if I ever wanted to keep the phone.

Terms & Conditions
1. Not allowed to listen to music while sleeping (I always have a hard time falling asleep. Hehhhh)
2. Must not listen to music 24-7 when walking at the side of the roads or
at anywhere else when attention is needed from me
3. If any of the terms above are broken, phone shall be confiscated for the REST OF MY LIFE!

Now No.2's a long story.
Ever since I got the LG phone (mum's phone bill got her the phone), the handset came along with it.
And EVER SINCE THEN, my ears were practically "glued" to the earphones. Not a day would you have seen me without those earphones, just listening to my tunes as if the world was 'out of tune'.
Heck, even in the train to Singapore I was blasting my tunes
like no one's business (it was a 15 hour train ride. You would have done the same thing.)
So one day mum dropped me off at the roadside cause I needed to head back home
Despite my stupidity, I wore my earphones while walking home.At the side of the busy road.
And yes, the music was blasting out loud.
AND YES, mum was bloody pissed.
She was horning me up but I didn't hear the horn.She then called my name over and over,and yeah, I didn't
hear that too. So she pulled out my earphones and started screaming her lungs out lecturing me.
I know I know very irresponsible of me to do that. I've learned my lesson already!
So kids, don't follow this example of mine. Your mothers would kill/hunt me down if anything were to happen.
pffffffft

Well main reason I want the phone is because of it camera functions and music player.
It's been a long time since I've used Sony E.
But,gahhhhhhhhhhh somehow I like the LG phone that I'm using now. The push up function's like so so COOL!
*laughsoutloud*
But seriously I've been getting a lot of feedback on how nice the LG phone is. Black and sexy really *mreeeoww*
Plus its a 3G phone. Even though I don't really use 3G communications but at least I can use it as an internal camera to check if I look alright. Thats one benefit of having the internal camera *lawwl*
Gahhhhhhh. Im'ma give the Sony E phone a go. If its not up to my expectation, then I'll go back to the LG phone.
As much as I wanna use both whenever I feel like changing, mum doesn't allow it.
But heck, if I wanted to I could exchange it with her whenever I need it

Well other than that I started my new Sejarah (history) tuition with En Zulkifi at 5pm.
I know the subject should be self studied, but I'm so lazy! *laughs*
But seriously the class was alright. Seeing that there was only two students including myself. More concentration!
OMG, when class ended I walked out and saw Wei Chien in the other room. Gahhhh I never knew he went to the same tuition as I did. Hehhhh.

OH YEAH. School was odd today. Pei Yong was a wee bit crazy when she said I had furoi boobs.
The word furoi is in Japanese. Meaning old.
She's saying I have OLD BOOBS?! What the fuck is wrong with her bloody mind nowadays
But then again, its not like I never shot back right?

Pei Yong: Cat cat! You have furoi boobs.

Me: What the hell are you talking about?

**finds out from Soo Sian aka the Japenese freak about the word furoi**

Me: At least I have boobs unlike you flatt. *snickers with Faizah*

Pei Yong: Hey I got boobs wann kay just small nia.

Me: Hey you've heard of layers of fats in our body before right? Thats YOUR boobs.

*laughs louder with Faizah*

Pei Yong: At least mine not old wann. Mine fresh wann! * molests herself*

*non-stop laughing with Faizah*

Me: Oiiiit mine are fresh k! Yours not even ripe yet! *Nyahahahahahaahahaha*

We laughed non-stop about the whole fresh boobs thing really! Faizah told her she has a furoi ass.
*smacksforehead*
Pei Yong started off being weird today when she said she had 2 other names.
One, Cherrelle Tan Pei Yong.
Two, Tan Catarina.
Then she started explaining how she had MANY MANY dads that caused her to have more odd names.
*laughsassoff*
She's adorable isn't she?

Give me a Pei Yong clap!
Pei-puhh puhhh Pei Yong flat flat
*CLAP*

I told you today was odd,
Catarina

Enrollment Sunday

Sun, 04 May 2008 11:52:19 GMT

I shouldn't have gone for it really. Probably its because I was in a fucking bad mood
and that I had a little TOO MANY offences during my uniform check.
I HAD 14 OFFENCES! *laughs*
Wanna know something better? BB members get to pump according to the number offences multiplied by 5.
We NCOs on the other hand, multiply by 10! Dammmmn. Meaning I had to do like 140pumps!
Even Daniel Ooi & Victor were like OMG. Chastan got 21 offences man! *lmaolmaolmao*
But in the end, everyone forgotten about it
Today's speaker was a Singaporean pastor, George Ong
Gosh he was so so sarcastic! Really made me laugh! I was mostly standing in the service since I needed to take pics.
Well other than the usual routine of what happens during the service, we had lunch downstairs, and later headed back to the sanctuary for the awards & promotions. Chastan & Daniel Chan were the emcees of the day
And I got me 3 Year Service & Arts & Crafts *weeeeeeeeee*
And OMG, Dex Mah was in tears when he got promoted to Seargent. *snickers*
Even though we fought a lot (and found ways of embarrassing one another), I still congratulated him.
Sporting aren't I
Well other than award presentation, we had a cake celebration too. This time it was two cakes!
One, of course, for Enrollment Sunday.
Two, it was Sir John's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR!

Gahhhhhh. THICK THICK CHOCOLATE CAKE! *droooools*
Too bad I didn't get to have any
Well after the cake celebration we went outside the parking lot to watch the drill team perform.
Mind you, this is the drill team that's gonna represent BB 18th Penang in BB PESTA in Sabah!
Just too bad I'm not going for it this year
**sorry to the BB guys from Malacca and KL! It was a last minute change

Hehhhh. Something's wrong really. I'm starting to lose that feeling. Not that I want to. But its been a month now.
And this time, its him that's making me do this.

History repeats?

Catarina

Study group in Coffee Bean

Sat, 03 May 2008 14:48:38 GMT

Her captured reflection

Got up at 11am today (after minutes of non-stop nagging from mum trying to wake me up)
The usual routine in the morning. Breakfast with dad, got dressed and headed for Gurney
Plan was to study with my beloved Farhan at Coffee Bean. Though, plans always change right?
First stop in Gurney was to go to the Digi Centre to pay my bill. James was on duty today so he handled my bill.
While the receipt was being printed out,
he asked, "So that guy in your friendster's the one you told me about right? The one from Singapore."
I was like and said ," Yeahhh thats him. How did you know? Wait you can still remember me?"
He was like," Yeahh I still can. So thats him? He's a lucky guy!"
And I'm thinking, "Shit. Even Digi knows about my boifey "
Then we started talking about cheaper ways of communicating with my boifey. He recommended GPRS msn-ing.
*laughs*

Later I went down to hand in my memory card that consisted pictures of the moral project.
Oooh while waiting I saw this cute lil boy in his baby cart. AND AS USUAL, I made him laugh
Well uploaded the pictures and started choosing the ones I needed. It was only RM0.50 for each piece!
Dammmn I pity Cherrelle. She had to pay hers for RM1.50 for each piece! She felt like she was being cheated!
pfffffffffft.

Well I was waiting for Farhan to arrive so I was walking around the 7th floor.
Bumped into Reno. He was asking me where studio is (but not knowing which one )
Turns out he meant by Studio R ! He was meeting up with this japanese girl so he asked me to tag along.
And there, I met a new friend. Maaya
Decided to have lunch. Had a hard time picking so we ended up eating at Chilis.
Maaya suggested a few dishes that we should try and all. It wasn't bad really.
Turns out she and I had loads in common and talked for like...practically the whole time.
Best of all? WE HATE LALAS!
Gahhhh I pity Reno *laughs*

Later Farhan came over. Talked for awhile more before paying our bill.
Headed to the 7th floor. Reno was demonstrating his break dancing skills with his friend Ken.
Gahhhh Ken's sooooooo adorable!
While they were fooling around outside, Farhan,Maaya & I went into the arcade and RACED!
Of course, Farhan doesn't wanna admit that he lost (after two games)
*muahahahaa*
Bumped into David & his friend (don't know the name,sorry)
Minutes later we headed down to Coffee Bean for our study group. Leaving Reno & Maaya behind
David left minutes after we got into Coffee Bean so it was just me and Farhan.
We got into studying after ordering my Pure Chocolate . Was suppose to be on a strict diet after the incident of eating too much at BBQ Chicken, but.....its chocolate for crying out loud!
We only live once

We were in the serious study mood......UNTIL, Maaya,Reno & Ken came over!
Thats when Farhan lost his mood of studying. Hehhh, though I still continued.
They were making me laugh heck loads about the teachers in their school and all.
While they were slacking in Coffee Bean, Maaya & I went down to the photo shop to collect my picutres.
Talked about ahem ahem on the way back to CB. While I was still studying they were practically slacking
while crapping about stuff. They really really really, made me lmao

Our study junk

Farhan; the bitch I adore And his creation

Maaya; the awesome Japanese chick

I told you I'll study. Pffffft.

Stopped studying at like 6plus since Farhan's stomach was growling. pfffft.
So we went down to the food court. Maaya had to go off so Reno walked her home.
*Awwwww*

Well I left at 7pm. Dad picked me up and we headed home.

And, goodness gracious me.
9 MORE DAYS TO MID TERMS!
Gahhhhh. I cannot wait for his exams to end. But will we be back to normal? As in, like we used to be?

I hope so.

Overcoming paranoia,
Catarina

MID YEAR EXAMS

Fri, 02 May 2008 07:59:39 GMT

Eu-Jane; the babe who gives me confidence

Started off my morning by dropping off my advertisments to Puan Ng. Got to chat with Eu-Jane about him.
And as usual, she was there to comfort and assured me things would be alright. She's awesome
Nothing much really happened in school
today other than the irritating practices which I was forced by that bloody ass witch
asked to stay back by Puan Lim. Well my choir juniors could tell I was in a bloody bad mood myself.
I was already pissed when they couldn't shut their mouths up, so my anger sort of....raged.
Sorry girls. I was just in a bad mood
But I had fun chatting with Eu-Jane,Yin Yin & Suk Yin before practice started.
We were talking about how we show our love and always remember it in our hearts and minds...
NOT ON A PIECE OF PAPER. (wanna know what we talked about?Ask me!)
*laughstillstomachaches*

After practice I slacked a bit with Poorrnima & the rest. Later mum picked me up from school and we were on
our way home. Thats when mum decided to take a 'short cut' that got us into a massive jam in front of
Han Chiang High School. Thats when mum and I were thinking whether it'd be great if I transfered.

Here are the reasons WHY I wanna transfer

1. I hate Puan Lim (aka our choir teacher)
2. Honestly speaking, I have more friends from other schools who are closer to me,than the ones in my class.
3. The uniforms from Han Chiang ain't bad really. I prefer skirts over dresses.
4. Its co-ed. Meaning less chances of being/turning into a bisexual *laughs*
5. Somehow I feel like starting over, eventhough I'm already in my senior year.
6. Did I mention how I hate Puan Lim?

So far these are the reasons I came up with. Plenty more from where that came from really.
Its not that I want that school among all my choices. Seriously my frist choice wouldn't even be in Malaysia.
It's in Singapore babehhh
But then again, even mum was thinking it wasn't a bad idea to go for Han Chiang. All I gotta find out is that
whether chinese language is compulsory as a subject there. If it isn't, here I come!
*snickers*

Oooh yeah and we've decided the venue of where we're staying during holidays in Singapore.
When Uncle William said we should make the bookings at CDANS Country Club, I searched
via Internet and turns out, it was in Bukit Batok! *rollsoverlaughing*
I never expected it to be there of ALL PLACES! Which,in a way, is a good thing

Text-ed him but as usual no reply. Goodness Sec3 in Singapore is so stressing. I gotta understand him.
Was slacking around at home and got online. Chat with Kelly for awhile about.
Did some other crap downstairs and later headed for Math tuition at 8.30pm
Everything's alrighty really.....

FUCKKKKK.
MID YEAR EXAMS are coming in....10 days starting from today.
There's even exams on Saturday. SATURDAY!
What idiot puts exams on a Saturday? Probably its because its Wesak Day, gahhhhhhhhhh.
I can't wait for exams to be O-V-E-R.
And I so can't wait for my holidays to B-E-G-I-N.

Exam tension begins,
Catarina

A bitter day made sweet

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:02:01 GMT

Yes, I'm a 'boy'

Brought my camera to school today cause we needed it for our moral project.
Had to start after school at 2.30pm while the rest when for their co-curricular activities.
So there were only THREE people who brought their cameras not mistaken.
That would be me, Cherrelle and.....Carrie? Can't remember!
Practically, lots of our classmates hogged our cameras. The worse part was that I was caught up taking
their pictures and no one helped me take mine!
Dammmit.
Bloody hell, Grace just snatched the camera from me and started taking pictures when we haven't even started the project! Snapped pics until the battery almost died! *RAWWWWWWWWRRRR*
So practically after the whole thing was over, my camera had almost everyone's faces inside.
EXCEPT MINE.

I was so pissed. Seriously felt like I was taken advantage of, and this wasn't the first time it happened.
Puan Wei wanted to help me take my pictures for the folio but I was too embarrassed to let her do it.
At that time, Geetha heard our conversation and asked why I never took any for myself.
So instead I told them it was alright,wished Puan Wei goodbye, and stormed off.
Ran to the toilet to wash myself up. Needed to be alone for awhile before heading
back to the meeting area. But I just couldn't hold them back.
Geetha & Gaik Mui came up to me to see if I was ok. GM told me how she never knew that I
had no shots. They wanted to help me but I was still so angry that time so I kinda shot back at them walked off.

To Geetha & Gaik Mui, I'm so sorry for telling you off about being so 'considerate' and all. Was in such a pissy mood. Forgive me

Passed by Poorrnima & Farina while collecting my bags. They knew something was wrong by the looks of
my red face. Kept asking what happened but I just tried to ignore.
Got my bags and went off to my BB meeting. Passed by Cherrelle and yeah, she saw my face too.

Here's a fact
She and I, even before we started fighting, have been best friends since form2. So we knew
everything about each other, even when we're not okay.

She asked what was wrong but I just shooked my head and ran to a spot, dropped my bags and started
to get my BB accessories ready. So, by the slimmest chance, she still came and asked what had happened.
They just rolled down. I told her what went on.
She came up with an idea and asked me to bring my camera along.
Ran to a spot nearby the car park and told me to pick the leaves up. And there, she shot my picture.

Here's another fact
Awkward really, even though we're fighting, we still help each other out, in one way or another.
Times like these, just makes me wish how I could take back those words I said that caused us to fight;
even though I can't remember what I said.

Later I ran back and tried to get ready for the meet. Thats when Geetha, Vanessa N. & Jo Yee came.
Came over from Guides meet to check on me (since they heard what happened)
and forced told me that they wanna help take more photos for me.
Kept telling them it was alright, but they insisted

Thanks heck loads to Cherrelle, Geetha, Vanessa & Jo Yee; for making my day

Met up with Chastan at our meeting place. He was observing our meeting and helped us at the same time.
AND OF COURSE, he was being bullied by Kelly & Natasha.
What made me laugh was when the girls were playing the game made up by Chastan, and Cherrelle said
how she thought its as if the game was meant to get the girls
banged by cars (seeing how teachers' cars always come in our way).

Chastan's reply? (in his annoying feminine voice) "I KNOW!!! "
Cherrelle's reply? "TASHAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! "
*laughedmyassoff*

Talked to Sir Joel about my badges and all. I'm qualified for ARTS & CRAFTS! *weeeeee*
He told me to talk to Sir John about my International Relations badge.
Seeing Daryl lost his phone, which included ALL the pictures we took of the BB companies when in Singapore,
I HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN.
dammmmn. I won't mind as long as I'm going

Dad picked me up from school and gave me a choice of whether I wanted durian or ice cream....
Hey its 'durian season'. I was tempted
Got back home and ate the durians we bought back. *smackslips*
Took a shower,got ready and headed for BM tuition. Got to try out my 'essay skills'. I was like mumbling the whole time on how I hated BM essays.
Encik Zulkifi was like saying "Think of your boyfriend laaa! Imagine loving
BM essays as much as you love him."
I was laughing like an ass.He kept pointing at my phone and that when he saw my phone's wallpaper.
He kept saying 'ROMANTIC-NYE!'
and the fact that he kept telling his students that he was handsome. pffffft.
Funneh teacher really!

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN THONG!
I know you wanted something special on your special special day,
but you so know I can't be yours even for a day.
Hehhh. You must be jealous already

Silent cries into laughter,
Catarina

Four months =D

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 11:20:01 GMT

I love him as much as Spongebob

Happy Anniversary baby! It's been four months since 29th December! ILY *weeeeee*
Wait till our fifth month. Thats when I'm going to Vietnam/Singapore. Vietnam trip might be canceled due to the hot weather there. *grrrr* I so wanted a pedicure there. *laughs*

Well let me recall what happened in school today.
Oh yeah! Did I mention they changed our time table, AGAIN?
And did I mention Mr Chan 'asked' us to move to the 3rd floor (due to a girl's leg accident from another class),
AGAIN??
Gahhh. WHY DID YOU COME TO SCHOOL?! *RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR*
For her sake, we have to walk up and down every morn till this Friday. Do you know how tiring it is in the morning to exercise when I'm already forced to wake up at 6am for the bloody sake of not missing my ride?
I'm no early bird know?? It goes out to the rest of us 4PA1s. We're suffering at the 3rd floor people!
Being late for break time, freaking dirty classroom. Whats worse is that the students using our classroom on the first floor aren't considerate enough to keep our classroom clean! If we get dirtiest class of the month,
I'll murder the girl who caused this. Dammmmn. Nawwwh I wouldn't murder people for this sort of thing.
Anyways, we had to face Puan Chan for the first two periods of the morning for accounts.
She even gave us a test. *pfffft* What a way to greet my morning.
Had a period of BM too. OMG, I brought the wrong book to school for BM. See this is why we should never change time tables people! Causes so much trouble
After BM was history class. Then break time. Gahhhh I just love breaks. Probably its because I got to have
2 cones of ice cream today. Farah must add extra ice cream man. I'm her no.1 supporter
After that was 3 periods of art. GAWWWWWD. 3 periods in that room causes boredom at times.
But what made my day was Puan Au couldn't come and teach us today.
Meaning? 2 FREE PERIODS BABEHH!
So we got a relief teacher who stayed in our class for the 2 whole periods. Anna kept talking about her eyes. *laughs*
No math, no math, huu huu HAHH!
*rollsoverfloorlaughing*

Well hopefully I've made Shu Yong's day when I told her I could get more than
5 advertisments for the Editorial Board.
Seeing dad's friends are rich businessmen (who always ask my dad why I don't come often to play golf anymore.)
Dad guaranteed me that if I were to tell his friends who I am and who's daughter I was, there'd be over 20 people who are willing to donate. HAHAHAHA.

Got back from school by the school bus. Was chatting with Phoebe the whole time
about Victoria Beckham's sense of fashion. She had implants. *hahahahahaaahahahahaha*
Got back home and had lunch. Got ready and walked to tuition at 5pm and finished by 6.30pm
I got bored and started to go online. Chatted with Jon Thong & Kelly while blogging.

Gahhhh. MID TERMS ARE COMING!!!!!
Starts on the 12th of May till 20th not mistaken. We even have school on Saturday!
*grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*
Estimated 2 more weeks till exams. 3 and a half weeks for it to be all over.....

F*ck.

Waiting for the next 29th,
Catarina

A day with my YVONNE!!

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 13:05:38 GMT

Fattening delights of Starbucks

Hey people! Well yesterday started off when I was practically stuck at home.
Didn't feel like going to Yvonne's concert at first so I actually planned to pig around.
Was chatting with Jonathan Teo & Jonathan Thong (so many Jons' in this world. pffffft.)
Text-ed him but, seeing exams are tomorrow, didn't wanna disturb him any further.
Gahhh. I missed Yvonne so so much to the extend that I was willing to dress up and call her to ask if we wanted to meet up! Of course, I had to pick her
So picked her up and headed to Gurney!!! (after stopping by at the bank. Mum needed to run a few errands)
Gahhhhh we started catching up at Starbucks.
Can't remember what that drink we had was,but it was simply delicious
Met up with Farhan outside of Secret Recipe and later headed to meet Mahesh & the rest at Mega Q.
Talked about my problem for practically the whole day. Sorry for wasting your time dearies
Later JLO popped by at the arcade (as usual) and at that very moment he just HAD to see me all
teary eyed. Gahhh he was gonna kill you-know-who for making me cry. But they all made my day really
Went for a lil shopping with Yvonne. She was practically assuring me things were gonna be ok.
And that she'll always love me. I LOVE YOU TOO YVONNE LOW

The best friend

Well we went shopping for JLO (seeing that he doesn't know the meaning of 'casual' *laughs* )
And headed for dinner at Nandos! Saw Hana passed by so I shouted out loud.
Talked for awhile about you-know-who before she left to run another errand.
She was suppose to come back but I had to run down to the atm.
By the time I came back she left me a tissue love message. I LOVE YOU HANA
Belanja-ed Yvonne dinner (knowing she's broke *lol* ). We were in such a hurry that we couldn't order
our chocolate mud pie While having dinner JLO,Farhan,Mahesh,KC,Helene,Dani & a few others met up with us at Nandos. Shared a fag with Helene (unhealthy I know. Heck I was under stress.)
Paid our bill and had to cabut fast. Grabbed a cab and hurried to Dewan Sri Pinang. While in the cab
we were making loads of noise with the driver while talking about football. Turns out he was a Liverpool fan.
*RARWWWWWWW*

Well the concert was alright. I got in free thanks to Yvonne. *muahaha*
We had like a 20 minute break so we went down to Esplanade to take a break and all. Later they were walking around and Farhan was begging me to buy him a drink. HAHAHA. Pity the boy. So was buying him water and Yvonne came charging in like my mum and was like "Don't think you can get away this time!"
I was like "whaaaaaat? Babe I'm buying water laaa!"
She thought I was gonna buy cigarettes! *LOL* Well in the end I did buy a stick. But then, I felt so bad.
I made him promise not to fag. So I should do the same too right?
So like Farhan, I put all my hatred and pain into that little stick of health damaging product,
and tore it away.
I felt better crying it all out really. Talked with JLO & Yvonne while the rest left for the concert.
Was talking about the problem while they were lovey-doveying together.
Gahhhhh, they reminded me of what he & I did when we were together. Sweet memories really.
But the both of them just made me cry more. Asking me to face the truth that he wasn't worthed my time.
I refused to listen. Instead I just left them without saying goodbye.
I knew I love him. It was just paranoia that took over me at times.

Met up with mummy at the food court. Bumped into Drea as well! *hugs*
Later at night Yvonne & I text-ed. We're alrighty. They really do care
It was a stressful, f*cking emotional night.

And the world watched me fall
Catarina

Mum's birthday =D

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:21:54 GMT

Currrrrrrrrleeeeeeeeeey

Happpppppy Birthday mummmy
Today was alrighty really. Got up in the morn and I was the first to wish her.
Got to school quite early actually. Nothing much really happened.
OOOHHH OHHHHH yeah yeah things did happen! Our class fund was stolen
Suspected that two bitched face stole it. She was having the pass like the whole day and was runnning around like everywhere! So I'm not really surprised if she did. Every class we were in for the past 3years there was bound to be trouble from.......her
Awwhhh. Miss Ng's last day today. So Sam decided to bake chocolate cake so that we all could celebrate!
Don't have those pics now, but here are a couple of the pics we took in the science lab!
Spot me

She was an awesome teacher really. Despite the fact that we never really
listened to her (and I still scored an A2 for the subject *perasannya* the sub)
Well we celebrated at the Colistrian Garden. She took hella long time, but she made it!!
Even though it was her last day in school, she still wanted to settle the science observation sheets that MANY OF US did not complete. And yes I was one of them. *laughs*
But we had a fun time, surrounding her table trying to finish up our observation sheets
before Puan Norhana canes us on the ass *lalala*
Went down with Sam & Anna on the last subject (aka, MATHS!!!). They needed to see teacher while KPN last minute wanted me to be in the drill competition representing the Boys' Brigade.What drove me to the wall was that the competition was THIS MONDAY!
But Thank God, it was all a misunderstanding. We're not involved! hehhhhh.
So instead I met up with Sam & Anna again and they were reading my poem! GAHHHHHHH.
I was gonna kill Anna for sarcastically reading it. But then we started talking about the synopsis of the poem.
I knew I had to change the poem. Heck, I stopped writing the poem they read cause I knew it was cheesy
Instead we started making fun of Anna when she was creating her silly random poem.
But goodness, it was FUNNNNEHH!
Sam's the good one in poetry, so she made up a poem in a nick of time. And it made us all laugh!
We tried to do as much favours for the teachers for the sake of skipping Math (Puan Au's class is uber boring!) But we knew we had to go back to class sooner or later. Surprisingly when we got back there wasn't any class!
HOORAYYY!
School ended at 12.40pm. Sam & I went down together while talking about the synopsis of what I wanna write in my poem. Instantly she understood what I meant and told me what I should base my poem on.
Thanks Sammie
Dad picked me up and sent me home. Turns out we were gonna go out for tea to celebrate mum's birthday and my aunt was coming along. YAYYY! I love my aunt know?
Well I got ready and left with mum. Had to do a few deliveries first and later met up with aunt and dad at Dome,Gurney.
Wooooooweeeeet we had a great time. I just love the chicken mushroom pastry & Honeycomb Goldenrush
*yummmmmmmmm*

Fatttttttening. Me like!

The birthday girl

Well after Dome-ing, went out shopping with mummy for awhile. She bought like so much stuff for me even though it was her birthday. Gahhhhhh I love my mum
ARGHH. Turns out his exams are starting this Monday. And I thought they ended. Heck, I've waited for a month,
I guess two more weeks won't hurt

And she waits,
Catarina

Late for Accounts!

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 14:05:29 GMT

*ladeedumdumdummm*

Today was alright.School had Entrepreneur Day for the Form2s. Too bad cameras aren't allowed
(now this is one of the reasons why handphones should never be banned in school )
Food was alright really. Grace got us the ice blended drinks from her juniors.
Gahhhhh they put too much sugar
Well nothing exciting happened during class. Though, our trainee teacher Miss Ng is having her last day tomorrow. Sadness really. Even though we never really listen to her during class, but she was always nice to us.
So after class today we took pictures with her in the science lab (pics will be up asap)
Ooooh yeah and we got to see our class's pictures for the year book. There were 2 photos;
one formal and the other one was informal. Goodness me, I looked so bitchy in my photo
Well hitched a ride back with Melissa along with Grace. Took our bath and ate our lunch. Was suppose to be at Gurney to buy some stationary from Popular but Mel & Grace were taking their sweet time to find an outfit for Grace's dinner. Gahhhh. Arrived at Gurney at like 4.15pm when tuition starts at 4.30pm
We were late damn right! We even took our time buying A&W
Well we reached at like.....5pm. Half an hour late! And goodness, we never
expected nice Miss Annie to screw us up so badly. We faked a reason saying that we finished school earlier.
*laughs*
Well after tuition I walked to Aunt Rosalind's house to meet up with daddy. Saw them and the maid carrying a huge telly into our car. Dammmmn. Another one
And I had no appetite for dinner AGAIN. Something's wrong with me really. It's been a couple of times that I haven't had to stomach to eat anything fulfilling. So not Cattie!
I miss him a lot. Does he know?

Within the heart,
Catarina